Wednesday, November 19, 2014

The Day I Broke Up With My Girlfriend

I broke up with my girlfriend two weeks ago. I broke up with her because she's pathetic. She was a great girlfriend but I just don't see her in my future.

She helped me in my thesis, she was there for me when I needed someone, pero ginagamit ko lang siya. I never loved her. I never liked her. Actually, I just wanted to fuck her. And mind I tell you, she was amazing in bed. What a slut. I fucked her brains out in my house. Then I got her pregnant but I didn't want a kid at this age so I convinced her to abort that baby. She wanted to keep the baby but I was firm in my decisions so I made her drink the abortion pill. She was already 3 months pregnant. Wala akong pakialam kung ano man ang mangyari sa kanya. Kung mahirapan man siya. My main concern was to get rid of the baby para kung sakali, walang pang-blackmail sakin yung babaeng yun.

It adds to my ego to break her heart. And how she wants me back is just pathetic. Fritzie, sana nababasa mo to. I just used you. Ginamit lang kita para makapasa ako sa mga subjects ko sa college. Ginamit ko lang katawan mo para labasan lang ng init ng katawan. Ginamit lang kita kasi mayaman ka. Ginamit lang kita kasi ang tanga tanga mo. I was only using you and you enjoyed every minute of it. Sana malaman mo that all I see in you is a pathetic little girl trying to fit in and trying hard to be loved by all. But no! Everyone hates you. Walang magkakagusto sayo. Nabutis ka na. Nakakadiri ka. Pokpok. Don't even try to get me back. Madali ka lang palitan. Hindi kita minahal at hindi ka importante para sa akin. Those sweet words I told you are just lies. At ang tanga mo dahil naniwala ka naman. Bobo. Sinadya ko talaga na makipaghiwalay sayo a few days before your CE Board Exams para bumagsak ka because I want you to be miserable. Get a life bitch!